Day 4

yes, i skipped day three, and i'll catch up on it later, but right now I don't feel so well. =(

Work was not good today, i had very little energy. I woke up feeling like I could sleep another 12 hours. I don't know what I'm going to do. I have a super busy week, and I need more energy.

I want food.

I'm just feeling really negative. I'm wondering if this is the right thing for m e. I'm gonna try and "hang in there" until at least friday, but ugh, I just don't know. I haven't lost any weight, my nose is still congested. I'm hungry. This sucks.

9:30 PM

ok, i'm getting ready for bed. Lets see I felt a little better around 6pm, after i drank lots of lemonade and water. I decided I'm going to wake up early tomorrow morning and do the Salt Water Flush (SWF) I need to get those toxins out of my body. I hope its enough time before work.

Not too many other updates. I'm just really tired, and I want to get to bed. I'll update tomorrow morning.

9:40

I've been on the mastercleanse bulletin boards, and I think I have a long way to go. Right now, I do want to do it longer, I think that there's a lot to learn about myself through this cleanse. I know that I'm goint to make it through at least day 11, but I think i want to do it maybe two more weeks, so that I start eating food again on a Monday. but, dang, no food until two weeks from now?!? that's insane. or is it? Cesar chavez fasted a lot, I can do it too, right? Well my goal is to be on the lemonade until at least monday, maybe Wed. I need to learn the lesson about mental hunger v. physical hunger.

But still: 4 DAYS WITHOUT EATING SOLID FOOD!!! I'M PROUD OF MYSELF. i mean technically, I'm almost half way there!!! but not really, hehehe. i'm excited i can totally do this!!! (i need to be reminded of this tomorrow. =))

ok, good night. enough rambling