Oh my gosh!!! I must have been doing some major detoxing this morning or something. I was totally miserable. Things got much better about an hour ago, or so.
All I kept thinking about was food. And it's weird, because honestly I'm not that hungry, and I wasn't hungry at that time either, I just really really wanted to be off the cleanse and eating like a normal person again. I also felt really really depressed. I didn't want to get out of bed. I had a really sour expression on my face, didn't want to be around people or anything! I was miserable.
I'm glad I passed it. I'm really glad I'm almost done. Right now I'm honestly not missing food. I'm just thirsty. I'm finally going to leave the house for today. I'm going to walk to the grocery store, and return the movie I rented last night, I may get another one, but I'm not planning on it. I actually just want to study.
The cleanse has been really hard on me. Mentally and physically. I'm good while I'm at work, but when i get back, I'm just so exhausted, and that seriously held me back this week. next week Hopefully I'll be better, and I seriously have go do a good POA and stick to it. I have so much work to do. Maybe after I'm done with the cleanse, this will turn into my Grad school app process blog! hehe.. we'll see.
no, off to the store.
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